Will i have my fairytale?

i watch these amazing movies, were people fall in love, kissing on the Eiffel tower, dancing on these huge ships in the middle of the ocean. and it feels like, that's more real than life actually is, you don't end up doing the things they do. and its depressing. because i want my life to bee like that. but it never has, there's never music in the background when you have your first kiss. or when your staring at someone, they don't always look back at you...i want to kiss someonee and suddenlyy the fountains turn on and the music turns on and everyonee stares and smiles. you know what i mean? if you understand please say so,